I am extremely proud of my accomplishments as a runner during these past three years and my races have shown consistent improvement. Even when I thought I'd reached my 5K speed plateau last year, I outdid myself at my last race.
On June 23, amsidst the turmoil of packing up to move to a new apartment, after a night of very little sleep and a considerably short-staffed and stressful day at work, I started to wonder if breaking my 5K record would be at all possible at the Battle for Business 5K.
High-tailing it out of the office in West Paterson at 6 p.m., I only had until 7:30 to get to Florham Park. When I got to the site (the ADP complex), there was only enough time to stretch for a few minutes and hit the starting line.
Maybe it was all that pent-up stress energy, maybe it was the confidence from my recent speed training, but when the race started, I bolted. I mean, FAST.
I'd recently read about the benefits of blasting out of the gate in a short race. In long races, it's important to conserve; but 3.1 miles is a relatively short distance, so a fast first mile can't hurt because, by then, you're already a third of the way done. Even if you slow down in the second mile, the amount of time you lose won't be as much as the amount of time you'd gained (if you trained properly). Before long, you're almost home and probably willing to push, even if it hurts. This was precisely the arc of my race.
Unfortunately, there was this woman near me who exuded the most awful attitude. She was extremely fit and came off as ultra-serious and competitive. At the starting line, she never once smiled or said a word. I wanted to tell her to lighten up. After we took off, she jockeyed for position; in the first few turns, I surmised that she was intentionally trying to keep people from passing her, weaving to and fro. As I approached her on the left, she turned her head slightly, saw me, and moved to the left. So I moved to the right and - wouldn't you know? - she glanced back and moved to the right. Are you kidding me? I'm not competing with you! I'm trying to beat MY record and you're getting in the way!
At this point, I decided just to plow ahead, despite the closing gap between her and the traffic cones. As her swinging arm collided with me, she made a sound of disapproval, and I yelled at her, "What side do you want to be on?"
In the second mile, when I did my predicted slow-down, she passed me. I'm sure she felt all proud of herself, too, but I wasn't concerned with her standing. I knew what I was here for. At the turnaround point of the out-and-back course, I kept her in my sights. I had no intention of trying to catch up to her, at least not to try to beat her. I knew one thing - that lady was FAST, and if I stayed close, I'd beat my goal.
There were no mile clocks at this race. I'd gotten used to relying on my mile splits to know whether I needed to pick up the pace or pull back. This time, I had to rely on instinct. And my instinct told me to run fast and keep running fast.
The third mile included a slight uphill (which, when going down, must have helped my fast first mile greatly) and, as expected, I was started to feel fatigued from the speed. But the last mile is no time to slow down. Instead, I began to push. Making my way back into the ADP campus, it definitely started to hurt, but I soldiered on. I had absolutely no idea how I was doing, I just knew that I was giving it everything I had...and trailing that woman!
When the clock was in sight, I knew my hard work had paid off: the "minutes" showed a number which I'd never before seen at the finish line. I knew I'd get my PR because when the clock rolled over, I'd have plenty of time. But, why coast through it? Maybe, just maybe, I could finish before it rolls over.
With every last bit of energy, I gunned it, watching every second tick, 54, 55, 56...I can do it!! I can make it!!!...57, 58, 59...Sooooo close!!!!!...00...
01..and NO COMPLAINTS here! I busted my record by 24 seconds! That whole thing about finishing under that minute was an afterthought anyway. I'd not lost sight of my goal. I'd attained it. I felt GOOD!
And what a spread of food! There were sandwiches from Subway, complete with a little fixins table, yummy treats from a Rita's Ice truck, the requisite bananas, energy bars, and other assorted snack. I had a little of everything. I got a PR, so I'm going to indulge, I thought as I stood in line for an icy treat.
To top it off, the results showed that I'd placed second in my age group (technically, third, but the first was one of the top three overall), receiving a plaque at the awards ceremony.
Naturally, I sent a text message to all my running friends and family, sharing my excitement, and drove home happy, triumphant and with a full belly.